Core

Sometimes I write in italics. Though I'm not the best writer, I know it is a hidden talent of mine. Something that is so vital I'm burning in my heart about. Who you are.

Remember my talk about compromise? Well, sometimes we're tempted to downgrade and trade for who we are for something ultimately terrible-who we aren't. This is vital.

Who am I? Passionately crazy about Jesus. He burns in my soul, in my heart, He makes my heart beat, He gives me life, I feel like when you're on a mountaintop all the time in my heart. Whenever I wander from who I am, I come back to who I am. I am passionate. Sometimes there is so much in my heart I don't know what to do with all of it.

The career that I am starting, I can't wait to do it all the time, I'm just getting my feet wet.

God has a specific plan and purpose for us, creates us the way we're supposed to be, exactly. He makes me want to run hard and long miles after Him. I've been compared to Kind David.

Poor.
Oppressed.
Captive.
Screwed Up.
Human Trafficked.
Suicidal.
Domestic Abuse.
Sick and Injured.

God, how can I do all of this? Oh, You remind me, "For I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength." Philippians 4:13.

Just because you have passion and interests, unsure how it will all work out, doesn't mean doubt kills that joy in the moment because God has the future planned out, before it came to be [Psalm 139].

SO God, please help me LIVE MY LIFE TO ITS FULLEST in You and not in sin. Rahab and lower the scarlet cord, Esther and come before You unannounced, Deborah and lead the men in the right direction for the victory. Miriam and trust you. David and dance Jesus.

Let go. Let God.