After all God has done for me, I still worry about the same old things, or try to use other stuff to make it better. Why do I not trust Him? What's holding me back from living a life free? Or to know that I am free? Easter's tomorrow, yet I am still worrying about myself. What negativity.
Pastor David asked at the end of the devotional if this study has helped me.
It has, and I still know that I do not apply what I could, how much freedom that brings to use scriputre instead of my own way.
At first, I was interested in this study.I think I went to the SidneyFirst website and found STUPID GRACE or googled it. Then I started reading the devotional online, and this planted a seed to start my own blog. From then on, reading the devotional when I did, I wrote about it after the reading and got some thoughts out.
This Lent has been different than all the others, with some factors in it, and acutally doing a study on Lent.
Get so angry and disgusted with myself that I don't get it, or that I still try to do things my own way, or wallow in the old stuff. Can't wait til I get it.
"God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear." I Corinthians 10:13.
One thing I do lack is grace. I have a sad look on my face 24/7 rather than believing in His grace. Swayed by the wind tooooo mucchh!!!!!
welcome to life, where we deal with things yet God still radically loves us.
Amen. I want to be well. Pray that I apply it.