Lately, I've realized and remembered that God has a plan for us. And when we realized that plan or have a desire for God in doing something for Him and helping our selves, we really have to be fully aware.
The enemy will try to sabotage it. I hate the enemy.
but GOD is bigger.
God helps us realize everything that we need to know. His purpose is to "save the world through Him" He didn't come to condemn us. He's not a condemning God or foreceful. SO brothers, sisters,if you ever feel force or condemnation in your soul, watch out, because, "There is now therefore no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus." Romans 8:1. God is just, jealous, and loving. I need to learn to really let go of what I want, to let Him expand His love and grace! definently grace in me, and Himself!
I'm trying to live free. Please pray for me. The more we confess stuff, the more the enemy has LESS control.
I need to remember this ^.
"10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full."
God wants us, full! You know like on Turkey Day, when we eat and enjoy love laughter and fellowship, that's God, who He is!
Jesus loves you!
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Monday, December 13, 2010
Thursday, December 9, 2010
God's Amazing Plans!
WOW! God really does call you to something and works it out, and He definently does His part, I learned that i have to do my part. This was in my EMT-B class, very hard, challenging, a lot to know, acquire and retain, an remember. God is good at the remembering and helping stuff.
Undisciplined in areas, human, lazy, and procrastination can very much interfere with LIFE! I do know where I need to improve, that's good, or need discipline, be more of a "hard-worker" in other areas of my life, and need of patience.
Im tired of supressing Christ and who I am, even my joy. I let myself have joy today, I passed the final! Amongst other things accomplished, I really couldn't believe that EVERYONE and MYSELF passed the final today! WOW! God had me study and helped me during the final.
During the quarter, I struggled, became lazy, and fell behind. One day, my instructor was talking to me, and I asked her what I should do, and this was her response, "I'd say you better get yourself in gear." And God helped me catch up, get major deadlines done, and now be resting, after the hard work of the past two weeks. I really can't grasp, that I made it through-WITH GOD'S HELP! ALL CREDIT AND GLORY TO GOD! AMEN!!!!!!!!
I made it through.
Though, not everything is done yet, it is nice to sit and rest in midst of the hard work, and have people praying for you. I need to improve.
God, thank your for painful growth, I feel alot better in the end. :D. In Jesus' Name, Amen. <><.
Undisciplined in areas, human, lazy, and procrastination can very much interfere with LIFE! I do know where I need to improve, that's good, or need discipline, be more of a "hard-worker" in other areas of my life, and need of patience.
Im tired of supressing Christ and who I am, even my joy. I let myself have joy today, I passed the final! Amongst other things accomplished, I really couldn't believe that EVERYONE and MYSELF passed the final today! WOW! God had me study and helped me during the final.
During the quarter, I struggled, became lazy, and fell behind. One day, my instructor was talking to me, and I asked her what I should do, and this was her response, "I'd say you better get yourself in gear." And God helped me catch up, get major deadlines done, and now be resting, after the hard work of the past two weeks. I really can't grasp, that I made it through-WITH GOD'S HELP! ALL CREDIT AND GLORY TO GOD! AMEN!!!!!!!!
I made it through.
Though, not everything is done yet, it is nice to sit and rest in midst of the hard work, and have people praying for you. I need to improve.
God, thank your for painful growth, I feel alot better in the end. :D. In Jesus' Name, Amen. <><.
Friday, December 3, 2010
New thing He's showing me
I tend to have this view, that people aren't obliged to be with me, hug me, or spend their time with me. Usually it is out of self-pity, other times it is I don't want to butt in. Then other times I tend to have harsh words, hard on myself, I don't lift up the lever on myself, and have control-hate that. So then my passion becomes diminished, I get off the path, I worry and become confused and then that is when I cry to God or ask Him for help, instead of believing the truth :
"17 The LORD your God is with you,
the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you;
in his love he will no longer rebuke you,
but will rejoice over you with singing.”
Zephaniah 3:17
He wants to. Because He loves, not out of obligation.
I do things sometimes out of obligation, I've realized I'm more the "legalism Christian." Which is entirely good. That is like, rules, rules, rules. Nothing wrong with rules, it is just "die by the sword" kind of living. I'm ready to leave the harshness, irritative, impatient, hard, and awful lies of the enemy at the Cross. I'm sick of feeling empty, sick, or condemed. (Romans 8:1).
Jesus I can't do this alone. Help me live in truth and in Your Spirit, and love!!!! Full God, I want to be full.
"17 The LORD your God is with you,
the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you;
in his love he will no longer rebuke you,
but will rejoice over you with singing.”
Zephaniah 3:17
He wants to. Because He loves, not out of obligation.
I do things sometimes out of obligation, I've realized I'm more the "legalism Christian." Which is entirely good. That is like, rules, rules, rules. Nothing wrong with rules, it is just "die by the sword" kind of living. I'm ready to leave the harshness, irritative, impatient, hard, and awful lies of the enemy at the Cross. I'm sick of feeling empty, sick, or condemed. (Romans 8:1).
Jesus I can't do this alone. Help me live in truth and in Your Spirit, and love!!!! Full God, I want to be full.
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