As I said before, Jesus gives us amounts of opportunities.
Also, as I said, there was a chance of getting a new job, in something i'm already trained in, God came through, He shined His light again in my life, and gave me the job i have been waiting for.
all i want to do is praise Him.
Thursday, June 23, 2011
living life to the fullest
MAYBE I SHOULD MAKE A BUCKET LIST
Or just start really living my life. i mean, why sit back and regret the past, there's nothing i can do about it. except remember it. what a waste huh? this summer it is filled with possible opportunities and possibly a job. things like Chrysalis, Tar Hollow, a friend whom i haven't seen in five years. and another friend getting married. things God would be pumped about. yet He might want me to get a job, and might have to replace some of those things. and that is okay. He always has a plan and a reason, even if we don't agree with it at first.
maybe i can start enjoying the moments, and whom i'm with instead of dreading my life. which stems from procrastination. best way to get rid of that is prayer, and just doing it. why imagine a life when i have a wonderful one? kinda dumb. and there is things to do in where you live, soup kitchens, volunteer, churches, volunteer EMS, learning guitar, playing piano again, photos, maybe i'll take a photography class. maybe go into social work. after my [paramedics] current degree...
i have an idea, just to create some hobbies too, i enjoy yarn, like making bracelets, and lanyards. making things, and drawing, and being outdoors, and being with my Lover, Jesus...He's the best so far. He fills me when i'm empty, forgives me when i feel grose, picks me up when i fall, carries me when i can't go anymore, encourages me when i want to give up, and then gives me strength for it. and then He loves me. could i ask for anything more? [no].
do you see a bucket list here? i think so to. Amen.
Or just start really living my life. i mean, why sit back and regret the past, there's nothing i can do about it. except remember it. what a waste huh? this summer it is filled with possible opportunities and possibly a job. things like Chrysalis, Tar Hollow, a friend whom i haven't seen in five years. and another friend getting married. things God would be pumped about. yet He might want me to get a job, and might have to replace some of those things. and that is okay. He always has a plan and a reason, even if we don't agree with it at first.
maybe i can start enjoying the moments, and whom i'm with instead of dreading my life. which stems from procrastination. best way to get rid of that is prayer, and just doing it. why imagine a life when i have a wonderful one? kinda dumb. and there is things to do in where you live, soup kitchens, volunteer, churches, volunteer EMS, learning guitar, playing piano again, photos, maybe i'll take a photography class. maybe go into social work. after my [paramedics] current degree...
i have an idea, just to create some hobbies too, i enjoy yarn, like making bracelets, and lanyards. making things, and drawing, and being outdoors, and being with my Lover, Jesus...He's the best so far. He fills me when i'm empty, forgives me when i feel grose, picks me up when i fall, carries me when i can't go anymore, encourages me when i want to give up, and then gives me strength for it. and then He loves me. could i ask for anything more? [no].
do you see a bucket list here? i think so to. Amen.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
desires, compellings, passions
What do you do with them all? How do you go about doing it?
I just watched "To Save a Life" again, and right up my alley with wanting to help with suicidal and self-mutilating, and hurting, and poor, and oppressed. It's all in my heart, in my soul, in my mind, in my strength and God I need Your guidance to do it.
Psalm 61:1 <3
I just watched "To Save a Life" again, and right up my alley with wanting to help with suicidal and self-mutilating, and hurting, and poor, and oppressed. It's all in my heart, in my soul, in my mind, in my strength and God I need Your guidance to do it.
Psalm 61:1 <3
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