Insecurity?

Why have it? I don't understand why it is so paralyzing. I hate it! It is interfering with my career, and I look pretty pathetic considering my big faith in God. First of all, I'm tired of being sorry. If I do something wrong, I usually notice it right away and will apologize. Otherwise, you'll have to tell me. I don't need men to make me secure or I don't need dependence on others to be secure. Yes, it is true that if "you look better,you feel better." Somehow looking your best gives you confidence. It has to start out with fear and comparing. If I don't believe in myself, how will I be a Public Safety Personnel? God has made me better than this. I have to be who God made me to be, in order to be confident. I will no longer be hindered by my sins or my past. Want to know my story and why I believe in God? Ask away! I can choose to be happy, do pure things, have positive attitudes and outlooks, believe people when they say the love me. Don't throw my pearls before swine. God has forgiven me, forgotten my sins, called me His own, loves me unconditionally, saved me by grace and love has finished the war. I am loved by Him. I can live in freedom. IT is God. Therefore I have all the confidence in the world. Bring it on God. "Therefore do not throw away your confidence."