I tend to have this view, that people aren't obliged to be with me, hug me, or spend their time with me. Usually it is out of self-pity, other times it is I don't want to butt in. Then other times I tend to have harsh words, hard on myself, I don't lift up the lever on myself, and have control-hate that. So then my passion becomes diminished, I get off the path, I worry and become confused and then that is when I cry to God or ask Him for help, instead of believing the truth :
"17 The LORD your God is with you,
the Mighty Warrior who saves.
He will take great delight in you;
in his love he will no longer rebuke you,
but will rejoice over you with singing.”
Zephaniah 3:17
He wants to. Because He loves, not out of obligation.
I do things sometimes out of obligation, I've realized I'm more the "legalism Christian." Which is entirely good. That is like, rules, rules, rules. Nothing wrong with rules, it is just "die by the sword" kind of living. I'm ready to leave the harshness, irritative, impatient, hard, and awful lies of the enemy at the Cross. I'm sick of feeling empty, sick, or condemed. (Romans 8:1).
Jesus I can't do this alone. Help me live in truth and in Your Spirit, and love!!!! Full God, I want to be full.
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